A Tom

This is being written 34 years (Feb. 1998) after my first experience as Tom. A lot has happened during those years and I've recently felt a

need to update my site.

My experiences are different than most NDE experiences. I did not leave the body and then return. Instead I entered the body, walked in and

took up residence. Two weeks before my (his) 14th birthday (May 21) Tom Repasky fell off a cliff and certainly lost consciousness. He was

attending a seminary to become a Catholic priest. He fell during a school outing to a park full of canyons and cliffs. Life was not the same

ever again.

I happened upon the "Toms" body in a hospital and became intrigued with the possibilities and potential. I moved right in and sat down.

"Tom" was gone and the seat of consciousness was vacant. It took some effort to learn how to use the body. Even trivial things like eating

took a lot of concentration until I discovered various control panels "Tom" must have used. I could make no sense of his memory and was

overwhelmed with sensations. It took about seven years for that period to end. Interestingly this seven year period is also how long a typical

NDE experiencer takes to adjust.

I went back to the seminary in the fall, but only lasted a quarter and was back home in Ohio. I went to the Catholic High School there and

joined the school band. Some time later I ran away to Canada with a band member, secured a job, had an apartment, and was living life.

Within three weeks I was promoted to a supervisor role. I was 15 or 16 at the time and fully knew I was intelligent. I completely lacked social

skills and was not very conscious of much. During that time I was expelled three times from from Kent State University (Ashtabula campus). I

also was involved in four car accidents. Two involving only my car. During one 'drunk fest' with some friends, I recall driving quite fast about

40-50mph on a snow covered hill and telling the guys "Hang on" proceeding to spin the car going down a steep hill, narrowly missing the

guard rail at the bottom. It was a most interesting time. I feel as though I wasn't really there. I behaved and felt like a child. I was going

through typical new-born to child development.

I moved to LA in 1966-1967. I was going to drive but totaled my second car a week before I was to leave. Another head injury and a week in

the hospital. Sometime later with $300, a suitcase, and no clue, I set out for LA via Greyhound. A young man boarded in Chicago and we

decided to share an apartment in LA. During the next 7 years, I got married/re-married 3 times. Still a child in many ways, I delighted in

exploration and the mind. My intelligence was obvious. I also delighted in eccentric and unusual behavior.

My consciousness 'ignited' and my 'journey/past' became visible during the second seven years. I began to search/examine the ideas and

thoughts I had. I played during this period. I met wizards and conjurers and all sorts of beings/people. I began writing more often and

started to paint with acrylics, used pastels, and chalk. I continued to develop my technology and science skills. I especially like mathematics

and physics systems. My skills in electronics allowed me to maintain a comfortable life style. I also developed my language during this

period, assigning labels to the ideas and concepts flowing through my mind (consciousness). I have a box or more of writings and notepads

from that period. And a similar volume of music compositions. 100+ paintings were stored in the closet along with the writings and cassettes.

I had learned how to communicate.

The last 24 years have been a mixture of happenings and adventures. There are now 200+ paintings in the closet and several large bags full

of cassette tapes. The writings have also grown over the years. However, I began to write them on a computer and the boxes only get an

occasional notepad added. Several years ago, I began to do my art on a computer and this web site has 300 of my favorite images.

I am still eccentric and enjoy unusual things. I am considered an expert in electronic, computer, and network technologies. I read Scientific

American, MAD, and Discover magazines regularly as well as Comics News.

I enjoy expression and believe that expression is a 'true' gift life bestowed upon humans.

I have started a "religion" called The Light Way™. 

A Walk In There are many who suspect people like Christ and Buddha were entities who enter a human body.
NDE A Near Death Experience happens to about 5-10% of society.

Written

1988

© 2014 Flicker Light Studio tm
A Tom

This is being written 34 years (Feb. 1998) after my first

experience as Tom. A lot has happened during those years

and I've recently felt a need to update my site.

My experiences are different than most NDE experiences. I

did not leave the body and then return. Instead I entered

the body, walked in and took up residence. Two weeks

before my (his) 14th birthday (May 21) Tom Repasky fell off

a cliff and certainly lost consciousness. He was attending a

seminary to become a Catholic priest. He fell during a

school outing to a park full of canyons and cliffs. Life was

not the same ever again.

I happened upon the "Toms" body in a hospital and became

intrigued with the possibilities and potential. I moved right

in and sat down. "Tom" was gone and the seat of

consciousness was vacant. It took some effort to learn how

to use the body. Even trivial things like eating took a lot of

concentration until I discovered various control panels

"Tom" must have used. I could make no sense of his

memory and was overwhelmed with sensations. It took

about seven years for that period to end. Interestingly this

seven year period is also how long a typical NDE

experiencer takes to adjust.

I went back to the seminary in the fall, but only lasted a

quarter and was back home in Ohio. I went to the Catholic

High School there and joined the school band. Some time

later I ran away to Canada with a band member, secured a

job, had an apartment, and was living life. Within three

weeks I was promoted to a supervisor role. I was 15 or 16

at the time and fully knew I was intelligent. I completely

lacked social skills and was not very conscious of much.

During that time I was expelled three times from from Kent

State University (Ashtabula campus). I also was involved in

four car accidents. Two involving only my car. During one

'drunk fest' with some friends, I recall driving quite fast

about 40-50mph on a snow covered hill and telling the guys

"Hang on" proceeding to spin the car going down a steep

hill, narrowly missing the guard rail at the bottom. It was a

most interesting time. I feel as though I wasn't really

there. I behaved and felt like a child. I was going through

typical new-born to child development.

I moved to LA in 1966-1967. I was going to drive but

totaled my second car a week before I was to leave.

Another head injury and a week in the hospital. Sometime

later with $300, a suitcase, and no clue, I set out for LA via

Greyhound. A young man boarded in Chicago and we

decided to share an apartment in LA. During the next 7

years, I got married/re-married 3 times. Still a child in

many ways, I delighted in exploration and the mind. My

intelligence was obvious. I also delighted in eccentric and

unusual behavior.

My consciousness 'ignited' and my 'journey/past' became

visible during the second seven years. I began to

search/examine the ideas and thoughts I had. I played

during this period. I met wizards and conjurers and all

sorts of beings/people. I began writing more often and

started to paint with acrylics, used pastels, and chalk. I

continued to develop my technology and science skills. I

especially like mathematics and physics systems. My skills

in electronics allowed me to maintain a comfortable life

style. I also developed my language during this period,

assigning labels to the ideas and concepts flowing through

my mind (consciousness). I have a box or more of writings

and notepads from that period. And a similar volume of

music compositions. 100+ paintings were stored in the

closet along with the writings and cassettes. I had learned

how to communicate.

The last 24 years have been a mixture of happenings and

adventures. There are now 200+ paintings in the closet and

several large bags full of cassette tapes. The writings have

also grown over the years. However, I began to write them

on a computer and the boxes only get an occasional

notepad added. Several years ago, I began to do my art on

a computer and this web site has 300 of my favorite

images.

I am still eccentric and enjoy unusual things. I am

considered an expert in electronic, computer, and network

technologies. I read Scientific American, MAD, and Discover

magazines regularly as well as Comics News.

I enjoy expression and believe that expression is a 'true'

gift life bestowed upon humans.

I have started a "religion" called The Light Way™. 

Written

1988

NDE A Near Death Experience happens to about 5-10% of society.
A Walk In There are many who suspect people like Christ and Buddha were entities who enter a human body.